Revival

I know that I broke all my promises. I'm really ashamed. All the time of my absence I tried hard to make an attempt and begin wrting again, but I needed my inspiration. Now I know that I can write almost nothing without it inside of me.
I can't say it for sure, but I think that I will pass ma CAE exam a little bit later. I'm not ready to do it in June. I just feel it. The results of my pretests make me feel awkward.
I must write here, in my blog, as often as possible.  Just more practice. I should learn new words and use them.
May be I should choose a new topic for writing? I think it is a good idea. It is not so interesting or exciting to write about my days. Sometimes it is simply boring because my weekdays are similar to each other in terms of their structure and filling - my chores, workout, work, learning. It would be more pleasing to speculate about something and much more useful at the same time.
One question - should I worry about making mistakes? Or making mistakes is okay at any level? Who can answer? I'll be glad to receive an answer to this question. So feel free to comment my posts
here.

December, the 23rd

On Friday I was extremely tired and all I wanted was only to relax. So my husband and I had a great romantic evening together after my working day. We watched a great movie "Good Will Hunting". It is a bit strange in the beginning but then you start to realise that this film is great.It shows us that we often don't realize (and may be even don't want to do this) what are causes of ouur problems nowadays. It's not always easy, it's hard work, it can hurt you but after sometimes you have to do that. Not analyzing your past, trying not to think about anything serious, just live is much simpler. When you meet someone who can help you, you shouldn't be reluctant, you have to think about this person. Why has he/she come to your life? What do you need to learn? And if you want to change your life?

December, the 22nd

What should say after not writing for so long? At first I thought that a situation like this one will be a kind of break of my own promises. Now I realise that sometimes we simply need to set our priorities in the right way.
So I decided that even if I don't study for one or even for some days I will write (in other words I must do it) something about my day and what was done.
On the 22nd of December I worked as usually. In the evening I had to translate one text connected with management, so I worked with English which is obviously great. Not much but it's better than nothing.

December. the 21st

Is it enough to sleep for about 5-6 hours? I try to but I haventn't succeeded in it yet.
Today Unit 14th of idioms is completed/ My only drea, now is to sleep in.
I had a couple of episodes of Saun T when in my car. He's great even if I do not understand evything in his talks.
To be honest it's almost impossible for me to write right now. I will do it tomorrow, I promise. And now - nighty night, my dear followers.

December, the 20th

Today I did a few things connected with my learning.
First of all, I completed unit 13 and almost finished unit 14 (idioms). I hope to finish it completely tomorrow.
I listened to Shaun. Today it was much better than yeasterday. It was about changing yourself.I definitely like the idea of trusting and believing in yourself.
I looked through the book "1000 collocatons" (thank you, Lilya). It is great. I've done lesson 1 from it. It will be my next coursebook during my preparation.
I need to relax, I don't know why but I am so tired now. Now I can do nothing with it 'cause I have to work. I can only dream about my coming holidays.
Well, I feel that my thoughts are tangled. It's not a good time to write about something, to try to understand what's happening and what do I have to do later. So I'll go to bed and have a good sleep.
Bye for now! Peace out!

December,the 19th

It's Monday again. Two weeks before the New Year. I am looking forward to my holidays. I am absolutely tired.
Today I worked a lot.
As for my English learning, I've almost completed Unit 13 (idioms). I listend to the episode 14 of Shaun T's podcast, but I didn't like it. It was really noisy and very difficult to understand for me. Moreover, it was too long.
I know that I have analyse my sample exam №1, work with its vocabulary and explain all the mistakes. It will be useful for me.
Now I will go to bed. Good night!

December, the 18th

That day I almost wasn't at home and didn't have any opportunity to do any tasks. I was busy all day. I understand that it is not an excuse. It is only a fact. Now I see that I have to be more careful with my free time, to plan it thoroughly. This weekend served as a lesson for me.